To those that i really care

19th Birthday in less than 24 hrs time...

But somehow, i wasn't really getting excited about it..

What had happen to me?? Is it because i'm no longer as young/ childish as i used to be?

Or is it because i'm getting older? Hmm...

Well, i doubt i will be celebrating my birthday this year,

Perhaps with some close friends for some drink?

Nah, lets see how it goes then :)

Looking back at my past,

I really regretted i gave up a-lot of chances and things.

Since young, i don't appreciated things and people,

Some incidents will never be forgotten..

Well, i really miss my bio-logical mum a lot,

Its been almost 6 years since she left me,

Time passes real fast, and to think about it,

I think i really live my past 6 years in vain.

Hmm..Well, i got to know a lot of friends,

Regardless of whether they are the nerdy type or the gangster type,

I made a lot of friends from there, turning bad, worsen, and changing back to a better self,

I guess its parts and parcels of life?

Came to think about it, sometimes i really felt disappointed with some of my friends,

I really wont get it, i mean, why are they giving up their futures?

Drinks,Smoke,club,drugs,fights etc, why must they get themselves into trouble?

Friends surrounding me had been caught and sent into Boy's/Girl's home, prison due to their "brave" acts.

Most of my friends are doing crimes, stealing of things, drugs abusing, fighting  which eventually  leads them to court cases, and jails. Some might think its very powerful of having records, its like having some "winds" , and without thinking about their future. Seeing one by one my friends were caught for all those crimes, i am really disappointed. Even the one that i really close to did the same too. [Sigh] 

I didn't say that i'm totally pure over here, i mean, who doesn't have rebellious days? I'm sure all of you out there are rebellious at certain age. I'm really glad that i got people to pull me out of it to prevent me from sinking deeper into the trap, i'm considering lucky enough that i got those kind friends who pull me out, though at times i might be harsh on them, but in my heart, i'm really gladful.

I miss most of my friends that i really lost contact with, Guys, i really miss you. [Sigh] I miss those days where we hang out together,joke,lame together.. Chai Peng Jie,Joey Jie,Kok Chin Daddy,Xavier and the rest of the Ah Family, i really miss you guys. It seems like we had really drifted alot alot...[Sigh]

While writing this entry, i recalled back a lot of memories, regardless of whether its sad or happy, my heart is sinking, I cant seems to know where I'm heading to, I'm like in the middle of the sea.. Argh, Shall end my posts here.

* To all my friends :

-Though some of us had lost contacts, but i wont forget you guys, hope that we will meet again! For those that i genuine trying to pull you guys out of the bad companies, i hope you all can step back and think about your future, i don't wish to see you stepping on my footsteps, i wished you guys well. What ever it is, take good care of yourselves, regardless of where you are now~

[ Let out a heavy Sigh] I know this post is rather emotional, but i am really feeling sad now~ 

♥ xiiao michelle ♥

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Random!

Was having a random chat with Mr Gerard and he start off a very interesting topic :



He : " Wa,you so pro eh? people only can tahan 1 job and you tahan so many jobs eh! "



Me : " Alot meh? Wher got? "



He : " If i ain't wrong, you got 6 jobs in total right? "



Me : " Erm, got so much meh? name and see? "



He : " [clear throat] 2 jobs that requires u to talk non-stop, reviewer, advertiser,
modeling, Programmer "



He : " I think still got somemore, haven think of it yet "



Me : " Like that good ma, can earn more money leh~ "



He : " Ya right, as if earn millions like that "



Me : " hur hur~ see my dark circle? this 1 call bo bian!! "



He : [ quiet ] " Lucky all this not full time the, ar bo u confirm exhaust till faint the! "



LOL... shall post till here, gonna get some rest, eyes are so tired now~



Good night!



** Help me click on my nuffnang ads please!! I need $$$$$ =)

♥ xiiao michelle ♥

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Miss me?

Hey guys!

How was your Chinese New Year ?

Bet you guys received enjoyed yourselves yeah?

This year was rather a special year for most of us.

You might be wondering why right?

Its because this year's Chinese New Year crashes with Valentine's day~

Awww, many of you might enjoy this special day,

but for me, [ which i suppose the rest of the singles ] are freaking bored yeah?

Haha, anyway, i was staying at home for those few days,

As i [ to be frank ] is on the budget side~

Well, but nevertheless, i still enjoyed myself!

Been busy going out since last friday! [laughs]

Been bai nian-ing with relatives,mummy and friends..

Headed down to this event :



Its a Lunar dinner :) and oh ya, the temporary toilet there its so freaking disgusting~

EEWWWW! Need to queue up for the toilet siia,

and the queue is never-ending one! -.-

Some more the toilet like mal-function like that!

[ Imagine you cant even flush the toilet after using, and its like after 123456789+ people using it~ [ omg, hair stand liao!]

Went up to the carpark and took the picture as above.. i can tell you, its really damned alot of people lo~ Anyone saw me? LOL...

Next, headed down to bai nian with the relatives the following day [Sunday],

So bored can! Imagine from my place to Hougang, arrgghh.. what ever,

Well, poor me, i injured my picky finger!!!! T.T

All thanks to someone la~ Hais,



Luckily i stop the blood from bleeding ....

But now, it causes real lot of inconveniences~

Gonna end my post here liao!

Will be posting up advert soon =]

Stay tuned!


♥ xiiao michelle ♥

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Happy new year everyone!!!

Did you guys enjoy your holidays this few days?

Well, for me, i did!

Went to Sing K with my darling carol on the first day of new year!

Yeah, its been so long since i went for a sing..

Ahaha... Spent few hours there, after that walked home!

I enjoyed the process of walking home,

Because, to me, that is when i can really have a heart to heart talk with,

A time where by i can really think alot of things...

Hmm... well, of course, daddy was worried for the whole night,

'cos i didn't tell him that i will be going out =x

Anyway, stay home the whole day today,

With a little bit of loss voice and cough,

Hopefully can get better soon!

Suppose to go boat quey to find Mr Alvin,

But ended up i pang seh him,

Erm, sorry la Alvin, next time i join you guys okay ^^

Enjoy yourself today!

Going to sleep soon, so good night people!!!

♥ xiiao michelle ♥

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Happy New Year!

Before i start my post,

I would like to wish all Chinese, A Happy Lunar New Year!!

Hope you guys enjoy the special moments!!

For other races, Happy Chinese New Year to you too! Hope you enjoy this long weekend!

Oh oh oh, This year will be a special year.

Why? - Because this year's Valentine's Day and Lunar New Year fall on the same day!!

Its gonna be a special moments for those couples, as they can VISIT each other's family, at the same time, can go for some Erm hum.. dating session,Haha...

But sadly, for some, they are unable to accompany their partner for this event...

Well,just wanna wish all : " Happy New Year! And Happy Valentine's Day!! "

Next,

Went for a blogshop photoshoot last Tuesday,

It turns out to be quite fun, I had really enjoyed my shoots with the owner.

Erm, a little bit disappointed, because it does not turns out to be the one i really love,

Maybe due to my bad state that day? LOL.. Anyway, I'm still happy with the final results.

Hope to have more chance to be engaged by them again. LOL..

didn't really went out for the next few days,

was busy spring clearing my room,

the rubbish seems to be never-ending !!

So i told myself that I would not anyhow buy things again!!

And must clear my room Frequently! LOL..

Gonna end my post here, so yeah, Happy New year~

Update again tml :)

♥ xiiao michelle ♥

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Dying my hair now~

Will be having a blogshop photoshoot this coming tuesday...

First time working with that shop...

i wonder what will the effect turns out to be?

Hope that everything can be done smoothly..

PS : I'm stress, i cant seems to finish clearing my pathetic room..

Whats wrong with me!!

Why cant i just throw away all the un-wanted items!!!

I need a revamp pls!!!!

♥ xiiao michelle ♥

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I know that i didn't update this few days...

Well, recently had been busy with my spring cleaning..

Had been going to town to search for new year clothes but...

None since to catch my eyes~

LOL..

A song to share with you guys :

01. 쏘리쏘리 (Sorry Sorry)

========KOREAN========
Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
내가 내가 내가 먼저
네게 네게 네게 빠져
빠져 빠져 버려 baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
눈이 부셔 부셔 부셔
숨이 막혀 막혀 막혀
내가 미쳐 미쳐 baby

바라보는 눈빛 속에
눈빛 속에 나는 마치
나는 마치 뭐에 홀린 놈
이젠 벗어나지도 못해
걸어오는 너의 모습
너의 모습 너는 마치
내 심장을 밟고 왔나봐
이젠 벗어나지도 못해

어딜 가나 당당하게
웃는 너는 매력적
착한 여자 일색이란
생각들은 보편적
도도하게 거침 없게
정말 너는 환상적
돌이킬 수 없을만큼
네게 빠져 버렸어

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
내가 내가 내가 먼저
네게 네게 네게 빠져
빠져 빠져 버려 baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
눈이 부셔 부셔 부셔
숨이 막혀 막혀 막혀
내가 미쳐 미쳐 baby

딴딴 딴따다 따 따란딴
딴딴 딴따다 따
네게 반해버렸어 baby
딴딴 딴따다 따 따란딴
딴딴 딴따다 따 따라빠빠라

Hey girl gir gir gir gir gir girl i
눈만뜨면 니 생각 Hey girl
자나깨나 사실 너 하나 밖에 안보여
말해봐 니 맘에 내가
말해봐 자리 잡았는지
말해줘 내게 말해줘
나는 바보 바보 바보

주변 사람들은 말해
내가 너무 적극적
이 세상에 그런 사람
어디 한둘이냐고
그걸 몰라 그녈 몰라
시기하며 하는 말
내가 부럽다면 그건
그대들이 지는 거

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
내가 내가 내가 먼저
네게 네게 네게 빠져
빠져 빠져 버려 baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
눈이 부셔 부셔 부셔
숨이 막혀 막혀 막혀
내가 미쳐 미쳐 baby

딴딴 딴따다 따 따란딴
딴딴 딴따다 따
네게 반해버렸어 baby
딴딴 딴따다 따 따라라라
딴딴 딴따다 따 따라빠빠라

Let’s dance dance dance dance
Let’s dance dance dance dance
Let’s dance dance dance dance
dance dance

Hey 이제 그만 내게 와줄래
정말 미칠 것만 같아 yeah
난 너만 사랑하고 싶어
절대 다시 한눈 팔 생각 없어 hey

애인이라기보다 친구같은
내가 되고 싶어
너의 모든 고민 슬픔
함께 간직하고파
다시 없을 만큼 만큼
너를 너무 사랑해
내가 바란 사람 니가 바로 그
that that that girl

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
내가 내가 내가 먼저
네게 네게 네게 빠져
빠져 빠져 버려 baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
눈이 부셔 부셔 부셔
숨이 막혀 막혀 막혀
내가 미쳐 미쳐 baby
Though this song had been quite long,
but i really love this song lo~

Haha,chatting with darling girl now~

Update again~


♥ xiiao michelle ♥

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Cont' of fraud details

As in my last entry,


i told you all that this fellow by the name of Eddie Williams trying to scam people,


i received 2 more emails, stating as interested parties of my product, then tried to scam me.


Its the same story, i show you guys then :


Below will be the conversation of Joy Teter [ joyt389@googlemail.com ] and me:


Hi,
Good day!


I saw your item pasted for sale on Ebay web site and I'm interested in buying it..I will need from you the present condition of the item and do you still have the item available for sale.Hope to read from you soon.


Warm regards,


Mrs Teter


[ Sounded like he/she is really interested in the product ]

Hi Mrs Teter,


It is a new piece with all the seal there, only 1 unit is available. It is a promotion gift from local mobile operator (Singtel) but I do not need it at the moment and I decide to sell it away. Are you from Singapore?


[ Because actually, i have already stated clearly in E-bay that i only will do transaction from Singapore ]

Hi [me],


Thanks for your reply,i live in West Virgina(United State) i will like to inform you that I'm interested in buying your item for a Friend who went on religious mission abroad as a Gift.I will be paying for this item through Online Bank to bank transfer,i will like to know the amount you are willing to sell this item and will be adding an extra $200.00usd for shipment to send this item to its destination (Nigeria) through UPS or Ems Speed Post.I will be looking forward to read from you as soon as possible with the cost you are willing to sell this item including the shipping cost to its destination.


N.B:I would like you to send me more pictures of its present condition of the item.


Best Regards,


Mrs Teter


[ Nigeria again? So many people studying/working over there? So coincidence that he/she saw my E-bay post??? ]

Hi Mrs Teter,


Sorry, we don't do any shipping/ transaction to overseas. Thank you for your interest on our products.



Okay, so this fellow, seems unable to cheat me,[again], he/she came up with another "POTENTIAL" customer..


This time round, by Nelson coker [ nelsoncoke99@gmail.com ] :


Hello seller


how are u doing today how much are u will to sell this items for me
and i will like to know the condition of this item hope to hear from
you soon..Nelsoncoke99@gmail.com


thanks


[ Another suspect ]


Hi,


Thank you for your interest. May i know if you are residing in Singapore?



Hello seller

thanks for the mail am from New York i will like you to know that am
ready to pay You

i will like you to know that am sending this item
as a birthday gift to my son in Nigeria so i will like you to tell me
the Shipmentcost via Dhl i will be paying you via BankWire Transfer i
know that will be secure and save,Trusting to hear from you immediately.
Thanks & My Best Regards,
Dr. Nelson coker


[Wow,so many Nigeria people wanting to buy my item? Either for their son in school or for some birthday present? Hmmm...]


Hi there,

Thank you for your interest in my item, but i got to inform you that i will only do transaction from singapore only.



Hello seller

i will like you to sell this item for me because i really love this
item i will like you to know that i will be paying for the shipment
fees so i will like you to get back to me the shipment cost via Dhl
hope to hear from you soon..
thanks


Well, can you guys believe? In a week, there is 3 sincere buyers wanting to buy my item,though i stated i only do/sell in Singapore only.. LOL.. some more all to the destination in Nigeria? hmm... too much of a coincidental i could say...


Well, people and readers, just becareful when you are selling things alright?

Do not be too engrossed in earning cash and ended up with money loss!


PS :


TO ALL SELLERS/READERS/PEOPLE :


May i have your attention please~


Please take Note of the following address and email address if you are selling any items!


Email Address :

Nelson coker [ nelsoncoke99@gmail.com ]

Joy Teter [ joyt389@googlemail.com ]

Eddie Williams [ edididon19@gmail.com ] 

liliansmith@gmail.com [ As told by one of the readers ]
Delivery Address :


Benneth Williams

No 4,Idi-Oro,Ekotedo

Ibadan, Oyo State.

Nigeria. 23402

+2348089402336


*PSPS:


A friendly reminder to all people out there,

As more and more fraud cases are surfacing,

I strongly encourage people to beware and take safety measures against it..

Should you encounter any fraud cases, please do not hesitate to report to Authorities

Do your part as a citizen and lets just stop fraud/scam cases!

How to prevent fraud case?

Payment by bank :


If you are receiving emails from banks,claiming that you had received your payment,

check on your own account balance to see if there is any transaction being done.


Be extra cautious when receiving those confirmation emails,asking you to send out items before getting payment as most of them are scams.


Call on the respective banks during working hours to verify the transaction.


For safer purposes, double check the phone numbers you are calling [ as some uses fake lines to cheat you.]

*Try Google search for the respective banks as majority of the banks are being listed in the field.


If everything seems suspicious, make a trip down to the Authorities[ whom it may concern, preferably Police station] to file for a report.

Payment Via PayPal :

If you are receiving payment via PayPal, or should you receive any emails claiming to be from PayPal,

You may forward your received emails to PayPal Spoof email at : spoof@paypal.com


You will received a email from PayPal to verify to you if the suspected email is fraud.


If everything seems suspicious, make a trip down to the Authorities[ whom it may concern, preferably Police station] to file for a report.


And, also to share with you a safety precaution against Phone scams.


Extracted from Singapore Police Force's website :


POLICE NEWS RELEASE

CRIME ALERT:

NEW VARIATION OF PHONE SCAMS - 'EXTORTION SCAM'


1. Police have recently detected a new variation of phone scams in which
culprits make extortion calls to business offices demanding money. Like the
earlier versions of phone scams, they are designed to trick victims into parting
with their money. The calls are believed to be made from overseas.

Modus Operandi

2. Typically, the culprit would call business offices threatening to use
violence to disrupt the victim’s business activities or cause harm to family
members if payments were not made. The culprit is also known to converse in
Mandarin with a China / Taiwanese accent and may use one of the following
threats on the victim:

i. He may demand for a sum of money, claiming that it is needed to assist
the victim’s associate/relative who has allegedly murdered someone to flee the
country;

ii. He may tell the victim that his family and company are being watched and
threaten to harm them if his demands are not met;

iii. He may threaten to kidnap female victims and take nude photos of them if
they fail to comply with his demands;

iv. He may claim that he has links with secret societies and needs money to
help his men flee Singapore after committing serious crimes;

v. He may claim to be in possession of firearms / explosives and threaten to
harm the victim or disrupt business operations.

Crime Prevention Advisory

3. While the culprits have been unsuccessful so far and none of the threats
made have been carried out, members of the public are advised to be aware of
and vigilant against such scams. Members of the public should never reveal any
of their personal details, including those of their business or family to the caller.
Members of the public should also not transfer money to unknown persons and
report the case to the police as soon as possible.

4. Members of the public are advised to remain vigilant against the other
variations of phone scams as well such as the kidnap, lottery and impersonation
scams.


More details of such scams and the relevant crime prevention advisories
can be found at the Singapore Police Force website at www.spf.gov.sg or the
Commercial Affairs Department website at www.cad.gov.sg.



I hope that i can get your attention and awareness to the members of the public.

♥ xiiao michelle ♥

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