Its been a long while

It has been a long while since I last blogged. I'm sorry guys, I was really busy and was dealing with some personal matters. I shouldn't have let my emotions take control of me, but I just can't help it. I can't help feeling sad and depressed, I guess, its all bits and pieces of life.

I was told to make a tough decision one week ago. A decision that might change my life, perhaps not that serious, perhaps a change in my career then? :) To be frank, I couldn't even think properly after I was told to make my choice, let alone, decide.

Mummy, daddy and everyone that was close to me were all worrying about me. I felt so bad, real bad to make them worried. Mummy even took the trouble to spend hours of her time to concern about me, and trying to make me feel happier. Indeed, I did cheer up, with all the supports I've gotten by my friends. Thanks guys.

There's always a saying in Chinese, 家家有本难念的经/ 每个人都有一个不能说的秘密。 Each and everyone of us has this innermost secret which cannot be shared. I just don't know how to start, and I can't even share it out, the feeling is just so miserable. Oh well, that's life.

I've not been getting ample sleep. I've been sleeping merely few hours per day and I've got plenty of pending things to do, but somehow, its impossible for me to keep my mind clear, and get my butts moving. I just cant find any motivation!!!! 

But whatever it is, I'm slightly better now. All thanks to a good friend of mine who is there to cheer me up, and trying his best to help me. His effort is finally paid off, he knows the story and gave me some advices. Somehow, I feel much better now. Thank you, my friend. You know who you are! Thanks for spending so much time and effort to cheer me up, and gave up your rest time just to sound me out. You did a great job! Ha! 

And to the rest, thanks. I will be alright soon! Give me sometime! Give me some time to decide what I want, give me some time to decide the route that I want to walk. I hope I won't regret by the decision that I've make then. :) 

**PS: I'm busy drafting out those real overdue advertorials and reviews. My blog server seems to play with me. I got a hard time to publish the pictures into my blog. The run time seems to take zillion years to process. All will be out soon. And I mean it. :P

Till then.

♥ Michelle N. 한국어 ♥

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